So I was perusing my personal facebook this afternoon, and ran across this “note” that I had published there SIX years ago. Aside from the fact that I immediately wondered where the time had gone, (until I heard the toddler toys singing their familiar song in the background) I read it over again. It spoke to me. In the busyness of my every day life, I forget my own heart. I forget my own passions. I forget to look for the little surprises. I desperately needed this reminder. So I know it isn’t throwback thursday (#tbt), but I decided to repost this anyway. I hope you enjoy the read 🙂
Will you give him your love?
So this is pretty much my heart right now.
I have a night class on Tuesdays. We get out around 8:30, and normally it is dark and cold. Not tonight. So while I was walking back from class this is what I realized.
There is a God-shaped hole in our hearts.
We try to fill this hole with anything and everything.
Especially in a relationship with a member of the opposite sex.
It will never work. This is why.
There is nothing that any guy could ever do for you ladies, that would even begin to compare to the gentle kiss across your cheek that is a soft breeze. There is no way that any man could ever paint you two masterpieces every day of your life, never to be duplicated, yet with the same name every day: sunrise and sunset. There is no way, under heaven that any man could give you as many diamonds as Christ died to give us. We call them the stars. Can a man ever know every quirky thing about you? No. Not the way that Jesus does. Which is why I know that I am the only one who even noticed the five red tulips that have bloomed nearly a month early. And the three yellow ones mixed in. My love knows that I love tulips, and after a long, kind of confusing day, where my faith and patience were tested, I heard a small whisper. Look to your left. And there were my favorite flowers…blooming before their time. Just for me. I have no doubt that it was for me. It was a sweet surprise that only Jesus could have given me today. That’s why flowers are the best gift from a guy anyway. Because they first came from Jesus. So there are all of these little things. And then there is spring time as a whole. I don’t know of any man who could make the earth come alive slowly, gently, like a whisper, just for the purpose of enthralling me for weeks at a time. But Jesus can. And he does. And its not just for me. Its not just for women. He does it for every single one of us. Your surprise may not be the early blooming tulips. Yours may be the smell after a good spring rain. Or the blossoms on the pear trees right now. Yours may be an open field of grass, or a call from an old friend when you aren’t expecting it. But Jesus gives you surprises every day. He does it because he is trying to romance you. And it is the greatest romance of all time. Until you are satisfied with just his romance, with just his love, nothing will make you happy. And when you are satisfied with his love, when you allow yourself to be romanced by the creator of the universe, then you may not know how to be sad. Yes there will be hard days. But there will still be that everlasting joy that he has given you. That you find in him. And at the end of a sad day…another surprise from the romancer or your soul.
All he wants is you.
Your love.
Will you let him have it?